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23/1/2008 ·
*Transpozeyi kullanacağım yerler?
*Akora transpoze yapılırmı?nası yapılır?
*Bir A minör pentatönik dizisini 1,5 ses inceltirsek A majörü mü elde ederiz?
*Ritim bilgisi(9, 8 lik falan)
*solo gitar metodu sayfa 40 sonrası için altyapı iste
Gibi gibi
E_F_E_F_E_F EFEF_E E_F_E_F_E_F E Am_E
C Am_C Am Am F_E )x2
E F E
Ben yaralı kurt sen kınalı kuzu
F E
Biraz cilve aşkın biberi tuzu
Am E )
Sanki biraz naz ediyorsun amma )
F Dm E )
Senin bana gönlün var gibi gibi )
Am E ) A
Yüzüme karşı git diyorsun amma )
F Dm E )
Sanki gözlerin kal der gibi gibi )
C Am_C Am Am F_E
E F E
Arpa buğday yan yana orak istemez
F E
Yavuz at şahlandımı durak dinlemez
TEKRAR A
C Am_C Am Am F_E
Am Am Dm C_Am )
Yeter çektiğim )
Dm Dm C Em_Dm )
İnsaf et gayri ) B
Am F E )
Senin bana gönlün var gibi gibi )
E_F_E_F_E_F EFEF_E E_F_E_F_E_F E Am_E )x2
E F E
Sevgimin şifası süt ile incir
F E
Ellerim kelepçe yüreğim zincir
Am E )
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F Dm E )
Yinede bana gönlün var gibi gibi )
Am E ) C
Yüzüme karşı git diyorsun amma )
F Dm E )
Sanki gözlerin kal der gibi gibi )
C Am_C Am Am F_E
E F E
Kimse sevemez benim gibi seni
F E
Kırkyılda bir gelir BARIŞ gibisi
TEKRAR C
TEKRAR B
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28/12/2007 ·
Yavuz Çetin: (1970 - August 15, 2001) was a Turkish musician. He was born in Samsun, Turkey. His father, Erdan Çetin, was a journalist, Yavuz spent his childhood in many different places in Turkey.
At the age of 14, he began to take blues and rock guitar lessons from Hasan Cihat Örter. In 1985, he began to play acoustic guitar and later took up the electric guitar. He graduated from the Haydarpaşa High School in Istanbul. With his high school classmate Ercan Saatçi, now a famous musician and a sports journalist, wrote the tune "We Cry" and won the music competition of the HEY magazine. He was later admitted to the faculty of music at the Marmara University in Istanbul.
Between 1980s and 1990s, Çetin played at the Beyaz Ev (White House) in Bodrum. In 1991, he formed a band named "Blue Blues Band", together with Batu Mutlugil, Kerim Çaplı and Sunay Özgür. From 1996 to his death he played guitar with the famous band Mazhar-Fuat-Özkan at many concerts. He was married with Didem Çetin and his son Yavuzcan is 8 years old now.
He collaborated in various albums with artists such as Teoman, Kıraç, Sibel Tüzün, Soner Arıca, Göksel, and Acil Servis. In Göksel's hit song "Sabır", he was the first Turkish guitar player to use a Talk box.*
He worked on many advertisements, including Coca-Cola's spot, and his tune "Dünya"(the World) has been chosen as part of Erkan Oğur's "Propaganda" movie soundtrack.
In 1997, with the production of Ercan Saatçi, published his first album "İlk..."(First...) but the album couldn't achieve a good success.
Due to deep depression ,difficulties to stand the frenetic city life. He broke up with Didem Çetin and he couldn’t fix his family life. Actually his last song “Yaşamak istemem artık” tells everything. Here it is the part of the song:
I don't want to live between you
Maybe the misfortune is on me
I couldn't do in this order
I became to look for a hole to escape
In the banishments' city
To create a lifeless from me
How did you success
To create an unfeeling
How did you success?
To create an inharmonious from me
How did you success?
To create one like you from me
How did you success?
I don't want to live between you anymore
August 15, 2001, he committed suicide by jumping from the Bosphorus Bridge. After his death the album "Satılık" was published using the recording which Yavuz completed in the last days of his life.
*A talk box is a musical sound effects device
20/2/2006 ·
Kiz: Alo
Erkek: Alo naber?
Kiz: Iyi sen
Erkek: Iyi , hayirdir ?
Kiz: Ya Gökhan yeni bilgisayar aldim, bana ögretsene su mereti kullanmayi
Erkek: Peki bi açta sen önce
Kiz: Nasil açiliyo
Erkek: Power dügmesine bas
Kiz: Ee bastim bisey gözükmüyo
Erkek: Monitorü açtin mi ?
Kiz: Haa bekle açiim
...( yarim saat sonra )
Kiz: Olm niye kapadin teli ??
Erkek: Ee kesildi sandim ?!
Kiz: Monitorü aç dedin anca açtik evde tornavida kalmamis gittim bi de
Tornavida aldim, o sirada bi de tirnagim kirildi çok aciyo
Erkek: Naptin kizim sen manyak misin ??
Kiz: Monitorü açtimda nasil bisey gözükecek onu anlamadim ne anlami vardi ?
Erkek: Off sen onu kapa sonra beni ara ...
Kiz: Ya sen de... bi kapa bi aç!
...( 20 dakka sonra )
Kiz: Ay of kapadim
Erkek: Simdi açtim
Kiz: Neeaa yine mi ?
Erkek: Hayir onun da power dügmesine bassan
Kiz: Ya 1 saat bosuna mi ugastirdin beni ?
Erkek: Sen kendin ugrastin ben bisey demedim
Kiz: Neyse giriyo windows a ..
Erkek: Oooo windows bilirmiyiz )
Kiz: Biliorum biseyler heralde
Erkek: Girdi mi ?
Kiz: Girdi
Erkek: Ee ne istiosun ne ögretiim ?
Kiz: Yaaa ben nete girmek istiyorum nasi giricem?
Erkek: Senin modemin var mi ?
Kiz: Yok ben de o dediginden
Erkek: Sende diil bilgisayarda olcak zaten!
Kiz: Bilmem var mi??
Erkek: Off off bak simdi orda bilgisayarim yazan bi ikon var
Kiz: Ne var , ne var ??
Erkek: Ikon ikon , sen annamazsin ki simdi ... logo gibi bisey
Kiz: Heh var noldu ?
Erkek: Ona sag tusla tikla
Kiz: Sag tusuna basiyorum bisey olmuyo
Erkek: Nasil olmaz bas bi hemen açilacak ??
Kiz: Ee sag tusuna basiyorum klavyede bisey olmuyo
Erkek: Hayir fareyle tiklican
Kiz: Ayyy ben fare mare ellemem !!
Erkek: Offf bilgisayarin faresi mouse be mouse varya hani böle iki tuslu !
Kiz: Heeee ( d|l|l| d|l|l| ) ay bekle cebim çaliyo
Erkek: Cebine alarmi taktin ehehehhe
Kiz: Igrençsin !!!
( Arka Plan : Alo , aaaaaa Pino naber canim , bende iyiim nolsun , hiç
İste bilgisayar aldik gökhan onu anlatiyodu, ay sapikmisin telefonda
Anlatiyo ne özel dersi, hadi çocuk bekliyo simdi bekletmiim sonra konusuruz
Öptüm byebye )
Kiz: Heh geldim
Erkek: Hosgeldin bittimi konusman
Kiz: Evet kisa kestim , e nerde kaldik ?
Erkek: Simdi sen soganlari rendeliyodun ben de sosu firina veriodum
Kiz: Ne diosun sen ya ?!
Erkek: Nerde kalcaz sana fareyi anlatiyodum
Kiz: Heh anlat gerisini ben tikladim
Erkek: Orda gir özelliklere bak bi tane telefon resmi varmi yokmu
Kiz: Var da biraz eski bir telefon
Erkek: Tövbe tövbe!!!! resim o kizim eski yeni ne farkeder, simdi çevirmeli aga gir
Kiz: Neye neye ?
Erkek: Off bilgisayarima bu sefer sol tusla iki kez tikla, aman dikkat fareyle tikla
Kiz: Ben salak miyim ??
Erkek: Yok ben sadece söliim dedim
Kiz: Eee noldu tikladim ?
Erkek: Simdi kapa
Kiz: Niye açtirdin o zaman ??
Erkek: Bastan al
Kiz: Manyak misin sen ya ??
Erkek: Açtin mi ?
Kiz: Açtim
Erkek: Tamam sen bekle ben biseyler yiip geliyorum
...( 15 dakka sonra )
Erkek: Ben geldim kizim orda misin hala ??
(hmmm evet bence de, ya mango güzel de pahali biraz hmm ya ay dur
Gökhan geldi galiba hadi öptüm baay ) geldim geldim.
Erkek: Heh geldin sinir sey napiim simdi hadi çabuk ol çikicam kizlarla
Kiz: Nereye ?
Erkek: Sana ne ya hadi !!!
Kiz: Iyi peki
Erkek: Orda çevirmeli ag diye bisey var ona çift tikla
Kiz: Tikladim
Erkek: Orda yeni baglanti yap var hepsine ileri ileri diyerek geç
Kiz: Ileri, ileri e geçmiyo bu
Erkek: Ya offf, Tiklican be tiklican !!
Kiz: Hee tamam
Erkek: Ee noldu simdi ? o yeni çikan seyi aç
Kiz: Açtim
Erkek: Telefon numarasi yazilan yere 146 yaz
Kiz: Yazmam
Erkek: Niye ?!
Kiz: Porno sitesi di mi orasi çok adisin !!
Erkek: Ya kizim internete girmedin ki ?!
Kiz: Girdim ya
Erkek: Girmedin daha !
Kiz: Sallama be !!
Erkek: Offf !!! oraya 146 yaz baglana tikla öle giricen
Kiz: Hee peki bak kötü bisey varsa ..
Erkek: Yok be yok !!
Kiz: Ee baglan dedim baplanmiyo
Erkek: Telefon hatti açik ondan
Kiz: Hattimi kim açmis ??
Erkek: Ben
Kiz: Niye açtin ?
Erkek: Yahu telefonla konusuyoruz ya
Kiz: Internete telefonla mi giriliyo
Erkek: Evet öyle biraz
Kiz: Hmm ozaman kapa da giriim
Erkek: Hadi kapatiyorum gir, giremezsen ara
Kiz: Ben aramam sen ara
Erkek: Yahu ben niye ariim ??
Kiz: Iyi be tamam! of! görüsürüz bay
Erkek: Bye
19/2/2006 ·
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Fanlardan Kurtulun, 30 Litre Yağ Kullanın
Yayın Tarihi:
9 Ocak 2006
Hazırlayan:
Frank Völkel
Çeviren:
Hamdi
Kellecioğlu
Özet:
Bir bilgisayar kasasını sızdırmayacak şekilde yalıtıp, fanları çıkardıktan sonra içine 30 litre yağ koyarsanız ne olur? Tamamen sessiz ve serin bir bilgisayara sahip olursunuz. Eğer bize inanmıyorsanız yağın içine batmış AMD Athlon 64 FX-55 işlemcili ve GeForce 6800 Ultra ekran kartlı kasamıza bir göz atın. |
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Normal bir insanın sağduyusu pahalı bir bilgisayarı yemeklik yağın içine daldırmayı pek mantıklı bulmaz. Fakat mühendislik başarıları ve bilimsel buluşlar alışılmışın dışına çıkmayı ve hiç denenmemişi denemeyi sevenler tarafından yapılabilir. Münih merkezli THG deney ortamında bu gerçeği severek kabul eden bir ekip var. Bu deney sonunda sadece AMD Athlon FX-55 ve GeForce 6800 Ultra donanımlı sistemimizin kasayı yemeklik yağ ile doldurduğumuzda kısa devre yapmadığını öğrenmedik aynı zamanda iletken olmayan bu sıvı sayesinde fanların gürültüsünden arındırılmış, tamamen serin ve sessiz bir bilgisayarımız oldu. Ayrıca içi yağ dolu kasa bileşenlerin daha romantik görünmesini de sağladı.
Sıvı nitrojenle soğutmanın sınırlarını zorladığımız Rekor Denemesi: 5 GHz Projesi, Kendi XGA Yansıtıcını Kendin Yap! veya 37 Watt ile çalışan bilgisayar yazılarımızı hatırlayın. Tabii bir de Espresso makinesini bilgisayar kasasına yerleştirmek var. Şimdi de? Sorunları ve aksaklıkları gidermek için harcanan bir sürü saatten sonra karşınızda yeni projemiz.
Yağ ve plastik kap ile yaptığımız başlangıç deneyleri.
Teknik açıdan bakıldığında deneyde kullandığımız bilgisayar en yeni ve en hızlı sistemlerle boy ölçüşebilecek seviyede sadece gürültü açısından biraz sıkıntı yaşıyor ve gerçekten gürültücü sistemler sınıfına giriyor. Büyük miktarda kullandığımız sıvı, sistemin tamamen sessiz ve serin çalışmasını sağlıyor. Hatta tam güçte çalışırken bile üç ana bölüm yeteri kadar serin kalabiliyor: işlemci (cpu), ekran kartı ve yongaseti (chipset).
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VIDEO 18: Yağlı Bilgisayarın Cazibesi
Kendin Yap Yağlı PC: 30 Litre bitkisel yağı çalışan Athlon FX-55 sistemin üstüne boşaltın. Ayrıca GeForce 6800 Ultra ve diğer bileşenlerde var.
Video 18 güçlü bir sistemin soğutulması konusuna tamamen farklı bir yaklaşım getiriyor: özel hazırlanmış bir bilgisayar kasası içinde bulunan güçlü donanıma sahip bir sistemi 30 litre yağın içinde çalıştırmak. Ayrıca bunu deneyler devam ederken yapıyoruz!
Münih deney merkezi tarafından yapılan videolar ilki 2001 yılında yayınlandığından beri büyük bir ilgiyle takip ediliyor. Daha önceki filmlerde olduğu gibi Video 18'i de üç farklı biçimde sunuyoruz. Yine her zaman olduğu gibi fazla yer kaplamdan en kaliteli görüntüyü yakalamaya çalıştık.
Sistemine fazladan kodek yüklemek istemeyen kullanıcılar için bu videoyu MS Windows Media Player'ın WMV-9 ve Apple Quicktime (H.264) biçimlerinde de sunuyoruz.
Apple Quicktime biçimi (7.0.3 Pro) H.264 ile kodlandı.
Ek olarak dosya ZIP sıkıştırma aracıyla sıkıştırıldı, sonuç olarak 20 MB'lık dosya indirilmeye hazır hale geldi. Üç dakika ve 45 saniye süren video ortalama 5.7 MB/dk veya 93 kB/s bit hızına sahip.
DivX kodeki için tercihimiz değişti çünkü yeni 6 sürümü eski 5.2.1 sürümüne göre kodlama konusunda daha az verimli. Sonuç olarak bu video için şimdilik "eski" sürümü kullandık. Sıkıştırma pazarında toptan bir değişim yaşanıyor, Microsoft'un WMv-9 kodeği DivX 5.2.1'e benzer güzel özellikler sunuyor ve çok daha kolay kullanılabiliyor. Apple'ın Quicktime Pro 7.0.3'ü de arayı kapayarak arkadan yetişti ve şimdi modern H.264 kodekini kullanıyor. Kullanımı son derece kolay ve kesinlikle DivX ya da WMV-9'dan daha iyi sonuçlar veriyor. Videonun Apple sürümünü indirerek buna kendiniz karar verebilirsiniz.
Yeni video buradan indirilebilir:
 Video 18'i DivX biçiminde indirin
 Video 18'i WMV9 biçiminde indirin
 Video 18'i Quicktime biçiminde indirin
Eğer videoyu çalıştıramazsanız DivX Player, MS Windows Media Player veya Apple Quicktime Player programlarını indirip kurabilirsiniz.
| THG video Yağlı PC hakkında teknik veri |
| Video çözünürlüğü |
540 x 432 @ 25 fps |
| Görüntü Oranı |
4:3 |
| Renk Derinliği |
16 bit |
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Stereo, 16 bit, 48 KHz |
| Ses Bit Hızı |
96 kBit/s (12 kbyte/s) |
| Video Bit Hızı |
650 kBit/s (81 kbyte/s) |
| Toplam Bit Hızı |
746 kBit/s (93 kbyte/s) |
| Video Sıkıştırma |
MPEG-4 DivX, 5.2.1 Pro kodek, 2 geçiş, çift yönlü kodlama |
| Ses Sıkıştırma |
MPEG-1 Layer 3 (MP3), Fraunhofer |
| Renk Uzayı |
YUV |
| Uzunluk |
3:45 dakika |
| Dosya Boyutu |
20 MB |
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8/2/2006 ·
01) Twisted Transistor
Hey you, hey you, Devil's little sister
Listening to your Twisted Transistor
Hold it between you legs
Turn it up, turn it up
The wind is coming through
Can't get enough
A lonely life, where no one understands you
But don't give up, because the music do
Music do [x6]
Because the music do
And then it is reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your screams will whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Hey you, hey you, finally you get it
The world it can eat you if you let it
And as your tears fall on
Your dress, your dress
But when she's coming through
You're in a mess
A lonely life, where no one understands you
But don't give up, because the music do
Music do [x6]
Because the music do
And then it is reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your screams will whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
Music do [x4]
Hey you, hey you, this won't hurt a bit
This won't hurt a bit, this won't hurt
Says who? Says who?
I'm not the timeless bitch
I'm not the timeless bitch, I'm not the time!
Just let me be
Between you and them things
Because the music do
And then it is reaching
Inside you forever preaching
Fuck you too
Your screams will whisper
Hang on you
Twisted Transistor
02) Politics
Everyone's corrupt
You should just shut up
Lay down, back off
The demon you disrupted
Don't want to talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics
You want to sleep with him to get to who you need to know
Think that's the way to go don't you?
Its in religion, sex, and everything we do and say
I look the other way won't you?
Everybody's raped
Lying to your face
Kick's you in the gut
Slayed you here all messed up
Don't want to talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics
You want to sleep with him to get to who you need to know
Think that's the way to go don't you?
Its in religion, sex, and everything we do and say
I look the other way won't you?
Tiny ?? in your soul (and they remain there)
Darkest life in the deepest hole (you sit and pray there)
All the deals from the things you've done (you wouldn't ever work for)
What you thought was so much fun (you have to pay for)
Don't want to talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics
You want to sleep with him to get to who you need to know
Think that's the way to go don't you?
Its in religion, sex, and everything we do and say
I look the other way won't you?
Don't want to talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics
Don't want to talk about politics
Don't preach or talk about politics
Don't let me talk about politics
Don't give a shit about politics!
03) Hypocrites
Your messiah was never mine [x10]
Hypocrites!
Weeping rows of Jerrimiah
Drops of blood drip off your medals
Representing all our tears
in a ring of burning metal
How you wanna be, what you gonna say
it doesn't bother me, who ya gonna pay
Sorcerers ?? Satan's come
To define the what and why
People travel across this earth
Over water, land, and sky
How you wanna be, what you gonna say
it doesn't bother me, who ya gonna pay
Pay the ferryman, pay the fucking driver
Pay the preachers and pay the fucking liars
Pay the ?? they're touching on they're dates, stand by
I'm not gonna pay it's already mine
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
Your messiah was never mine
Weeping rows of Jerrimiah
Purity unlike no other
Offers help to those who need it
Don't forget care to the brother
How you wanna be, what you gonna say it
Doesn't bother me, who ya gonna pay
Little old lady at home
Writing out a check to send
It's all the money that she owns
She believes the world might end
How you wanna be, what you gonna say it
Doesn't bother me, who ya gonna pay
Pay the ferryman, pay the fucking driver
Pay the preachers and pay the fucking liars
Pay the ?? they're touching on they're dates, stand by
I'm not gonna pay it's already mine
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
I'm gonna do it blind
Hypocrites
Your messiah was never mine
Hypocrites!
Pay the ferryman, pay the fucking driver
Pay the preachers and pay the fucking liars
?
I'm not gonna pay it's already mine
Hypocrites! [x4]
04) Souvenir
I never knew what i was gonna be
somebody saw what i couldnt see
and it did me up now
I never thought i could be worthy of
lovin under the sky above
don't let the wondeful
why does everybody have to fit in
you should feel comfortable in the skin
just like me i am the
souvenir of sadness
melting to the madness
hands where you can feel this
anyone who has this...
stand up! nobody's dryin to save you
speak up! nobody's waiting to see you
wake up! nobody's trying to play you
let me make it then you'll have this
back up! nobody to destroy you
now this! nobody else to be this hard
go this! whatever's wrong with your head
love is my souvenir of sadness
they never knew what i was gonna say
punch me and kick me and drown away
now you know you are so
now look at me what do you have to say
never give up for you anyway
you know who you are so
now look at me what do you have to say
never give up for you anyway
happy child look at that
souvenir of sadness
melting to the madness
hands where you can feel this
anyone who has this...
stand up! nobody's dryin to save you
speak up! nobody's waiting to see you
wake up! nobody's trying to play you
let me make it then you'll have this
back up! nobody to destroy you
now this! nobody else to be this hard
go this! whatever's wrong with your head
love is my souvenir of sadness
souvenir of sadness
melting to the madness
hands where you can feel this
anyone who has this...
stand up! nobody's dryin to save you
speak up! nobody's waiting to see you
wake up! nobody's trying to play you
let me make it then you'll have this
back up! nobody to destroy you
now this! nobody else to be this hard
go this! whatever's wrong with your head
love is my souvenir of sadness
05) 10 Or A 2-Way
Press your finger in and out to hold the poison
Lick it dip it and for no perticular reason
She crawls on the floor slides against the door
Press your fingers over blossom and it's season
Doesn't matter she'll be doin it her way
Doesn't care if it's a 10 or a 2-way
Doesn't matter she'll be doin it her way
Every night every day
Never makin sure up here anyway
Only fuckin you till the seasons change
Treasure deep between the places that you hold dear
Can't it hurt to act as if we are in love here?
Lie across this chair fingers everywhere
To define all the angels up above here
Doesn't matter she'll be doin it her way
Doesn't care if it's a 10 or a 2-way
Doesn't matter she'll be doin it her way
Every night every day
Never makin sure up here anyway
Only fuckin you till the seasons change
When you cum (be a good girl)
Hold your breath (make it last long)
It's a mess (and it's gone)
The little tickle
Never makin sure up here anyway
Only fuckin you till the seasons change
Never makin sure up here anyway
Only fuckin you till the seasons change
06) Throw Me Away
Flesh wound, flesh wound
With medication it will fade
Should I asume that someone hears me when I pray
Your full of hate
Don't you love how I pray?
Don't let them throw me away
Ah!
Keep me and I'll be okay
Ah!
Skipping the people I embraced
Ah!
Don't let them throw me away
Ah!
Don't let them throw me away
Screwed up, used up
Crumble lying on the floor
Fucked up, shut up
All you did back then was score
I'm feeling weak
Missing parts
Incomplete
Don't let them throw me away
Ah!
Keep me and I'll be okay
Ah!
Skipping the people I embraced
Ah!
Don't let them throw me away
Ah!
Don't let them throw me away
Hold me up into the light
Fix the cracks and fix them right
Keep the pieces in the drawer
Keep them there for ever more
Wake a million thoughts someday
Recycle this shit in someway
And all that I have to say
Don't let them throw me away
Don't let them throw me away
Ah!
Keep me and I'll be okay
Ah!
Skipping the people I embraced
Ah!
Don't let them throw me away
Ah!
Don't let them throw me away
07) Love Song
Mother!
your holding my heart, screaming
Motherfucker!
they left me broken, bleeding
Son of!
the man you loved and left for
The son of a bitch!
who tried to show me their scar
everything's illuminating
everything is dedicating
my belief the stuff I hated?
never get what's over-rated
love song for the dear departed
head stone for the broken hearted
alms? to kill
for? flowers to steal
head-drift for the mortal earth bound
one sip of the blood that i found
lieing here
Im dying here
As in!
the bitch who's worries rain down
Its ok!
we're lieing naked face down
??? decapitated?
can you see me fasinated?
your the only thing i've damaged
what you get to be mis-managed
love song for the dear departed
head stone for the broken hearted
arm's to kill
or flowers to steal
head-drift for the mortal earth bound
one sip of the blood that i found
lieing here
Im dying here
dying here..
don't bring me dafadils
being a boquet of pills
see some duranium
cracked to the cranium
protect me when you can
respect me when i am
dying
love song for the dear departed
head stone for the broken hearted
arm's to kill
or flowers to steal
head-drift for the mortal earth bound
one sip of the blood that i found
lying here
Im dying here
love song for the dear departed
head stone for the broken hearted
arm's to kill
or flowers to steal
head-drift for the mortal earth bound
one sip of the blood that i found
lieing here
Im dying here
08) Open Up
What were you thinking
I guess i'll never know
See your eyes blinking
Pupils begin to grow
Drilling you softly
Pulling you in
Making your mind up
What's sick or a sin
[Chorus]
Open up now
Let it all go
I'm quite certain
Say it aint so
You're corrupted by
Some sick fuck
Oh no
Open up now
Head in the sky
Here's the tongue that
Keeps telling lies
Feelings in my mouth
You breathe in but can't breathe out
What you've been taking
It makes you talk
Real slow
How come i'm thinking
You'd be the last
To know
(You'd be the last to know)
Choking you gently
Gaining control
Hand you the shovel
To dig your own hole
[Chorus]
Choking you gently
Gaining control
Hand you the shovel
To dig your own hole
Open up now
Let it all go
Open up now
Let it all go
Open up now
Head in the sky
Here's the tongue that
Keeps telling lies
Feelings in my mouth
You breathe in but can't brethe out
You breathe in but can't breathe out
09) Coming Undone
Keep holdin on
when my brains tickin' like a bomb
cuts the black
cocks the gun
up in to get me
sweet bitter words
unlike nothing i have heard
sing along mocking bird
you don't effect me
thats right
deliver it to my heart
please try
and deliver it
wait im coming undone
irrate
im coming undone
too late
im coming undone
what looks so strong so delicate
wait
im starting to suffocate
and soon i anticipate
im coming undone
what looks so strong so delicate
choke choke again
i thought my demons were my friends
pity me
in the end
they're out to get me
since i was young
i tasted sorrow on my tongue
and this sweet jerky gun
does not protect me
thats right
trigger between my eyes
please try
make it click now
wait im coming undone
irrate
im coming undone
too late
im coming undone
what looks so strong so delicate
wait
im starting to suffocate
and soon i anticipate
im coming undone
what looks so strong so delicate
Im trying to hold it together
and its like im never better
looks like im not getting better
not getting better
wait im coming undone
irrate
im coming undone
too late
im coming undone
what looks so strong so delicate
wait
im starting to suffocate
and soon i anticipate
im coming undone
what looks so strong so delicate
10) Getting Off
Look it buried yourself (go with it)
Is it turning you on? (go with it)
Ill be sittin right here (go with it)
When the time is right (ill stick it)
Licking your own skin, so trippy
Squeezing your own ass, so pretty
Suck the ways it's used for chilling?
When you finally come so pretty
Bitch we have got a problem
There's not enough to get in it
Getting off
Im getting off
Keep getting off
Keep getting off
Im getting off
Im getting off to you
It's not enough
It's not enough
It's more than will ever be enough
Im getting off
Im getting off to you
Dip your hands right in (go with it)
Come on rush my sin (go with it)
You can let me in (go with it)
Wonder where i've been (i'll stick it)
Licking your own skin, so trippy
Squeezing your own ass, so pretty
Suck the ways it's used for chilling?
When you finally come so pretty
Bitch we have got a problem
There's not enough to get in it
Getting off
Im getting off
Keep getting off
Keep getting off
Im getting off
Im getting off to you
It's not enough
It's not enough
It's more than will ever be enough
Im getting off
Im getting off to you
Hold my knees
Lick my treat ?
Fuck im coming
Fuck im coming on you
Im coming
Fuck
Im coming on you
Licking your own skin, so trippy
Squeezing your own ass, so pretty
Suck the ways it's used for chilling?
When you finally come so pretty
Bitch we have got a problem
There's not enough to get in it
Getting off
Im getting off
Keep getting off
Keep getting off
Im getting off
Im getting off to you
It's not enough
It's not enough
It's more than will ever be enough
Im getting off
Im getting off to you
11) Liar
My brother, you love her
But don't give up your instints
Hang onto you know what
They'll be gone fast as you blink
They're trained to seduce you
Suck you dry quick as they can
They tried to reduce you
Now you're barely a man
Oh my God
How can you deny the blood
That's flowing through you
Hey you
You're saying that she's all that you desire
Liar
Hey you
You think you can throw water on this fire
Liar
It's not wrong to let go
And let the woman ride you
For fuck sake, don't lose touch g
With the dog that's inside you
She wanted what you had
You bet she smelt the spore
Don't give up, fuck her up
One more time, slam that door
Oh my God
How can you deny the blood
That's flowing through you
Hey you
You're saying that she's all that you desire
Liar
Hey you
You think you can throw water on this fire
Liar
(Scat)
Oh my God
How can you deny the blood
That's flowing through you
Hey you
You're saying that she's all that you desire
Liar
Hey you
You think you can throw water on this fire
Liar
Liar(4x)
Oh my God
How can you deny the blood
That's flowing through you
12) For No One
I'm getting out
I'm leaving here
I'm kickin' right through this door
I stole your girl
Who was my girl
I always said she's a whore
Must you accelerate
From everything I hate
Now this is my kind of disaster
Break in and take what we want
And then run down liquer store
Pick up our friends
Tell them it's on
Get in
Don't ask what it's for
Sub-Woofer kickin' in
Porn on the TV screen
These spinnin' rims don't go no faster
[Chorus]
We cannive all night
And we're not gonna stop from the pig to no one
Just follow the light
And we're not gonna stop from the pig to no one
We're flippin' off the people
Who dissed on our statures today
We're throwin' bricks right through their windows
And then we drive away
And break this thing around
New things are gooda found
We keep on changin' our direction
Go nots to school but judge the places that caused us hurt
We're gone
If we keep movin' foreward
Maybe we'll forget where we're from
We're gonna shake things up
We're gonna break it down
We built this car with our rejection
[Chorus]
You can never go back not even
If you wanted to know where
You're indeed now
You've been fuckin' them real good lately
One minute you come from zero
Go now
[Chorus X2]
13) Seen It All
I'm an animal
I'm a victim
I'm the answer to your prayers
I'm a witness
On the witchhunt
I'm the monster of the stairs
I'm ghost that's
In the mirror
I'm everything that you fear
I'm the riptide
I'm the soldier
I'm the voice that's in your head
[Chorus]
I've seen it all
Still can't taste it
Smashed to the wall
That brought me to my knees
I've done it all
Fucked up
Wasted
Still in my blood
But now inside unseen
I'm the hunted
I'm a predator
I'm the answer to the riddle
I'm the upbeat
I'm the headfuck
I'm the way yarn flips to the middle
I the payer
I'm maniving
I'm the one who's not addicted
I'm illogic
Turn the fuck up
I'm the broken one who fixed it
[Chorus X2]
I'm just a child
With tears in it's eyes
I am holding this gift
That is broken
What do I have left now
I've seen it all
I've done it all
I've seen it all
I've done it all
[Chorus X2]
Now inside unseen
14) Tearjerker
Well I wish there was someone
Well I wish there was someone
To love me
When I used to be someone
And I knew there was someone
That loved me
As I sit here frozen alone
Even ghosts get tired and go home
As they crawl back under the stars (or "stones")
And I wish there was something
Please tell me there's something better
And I wish there was something more than this
Saturated loneliness
And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
Abduct it, corrupt it, but I never can
it's just saturated loneliness
Does the silence get lonely?
Does the silence get lonely?
Who knows?
I've been hearing it tell me
I've been hearing it tell me
Go home
Cause the freaks are playing tonight
They packed up and turned out the lights
And I wish there was something
Please tell me theres something better
And I wish there was something more than this
Saturated loneliness
And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
Abduct it, corrupt it, but I never can
It's just saturated loneliness
And the bath waters cold
And this lifes getting old
And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
Abduct it, corrupt it
And I wish I could feel it
And I wish I could steal it
And I wish I could feel it
Abduct it, corrupt it
But I never can
I never can
Never Can
Never Can
Never Can
8/2/2006 ·
01) Right Now
I’m feeling mean today not lost not blown away
Just irritated and quite hated self control breaks down
Why's everything so tame I like my life insane
I'm fabricating and debating who I'm gonna kick around
RIGHT NOW Can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
RIGHT NOW I feel this scratch Inside I wanna slash and beat you
RIGHT NOW I'll rip the fucked up things inside that excite you
RIGHT NOW I can't control myself I fucking hate you
I’m feeling cold today my hurt just fucked away
I’m devastated and frustrated God I feel so bound
So when I feel the need I think it's time to bleed
I’m gonna cut myself and watch the blood hit the ground
RIGHT NOW Can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
RIGHT NOW I feel this scratch Inside I wanna slash and beat you
RIGHT NOW I'll rip the fucked up things inside that excite you
RIGHT NOW I can't control myself I fucking hate you
You open your mouth again, I swear I'm gonna break it
You open your mouth again, Oh god I can not take it
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
Shut up, shut up, shut up, I'll fuck you up
SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP, I’LL FUCK YOU UP x4
RIGHT NOW Can't find a way to get across the hate when I see you
RIGHT NOW I feel this scratch Inside I wanna slash and beat you
RIGHT NOW I'll rip the fucked up things inside that excite you
RIGHT NOW I can't control myself I fucking hate you
I FUCKING HATE YOU x4
I FUCKING HATE YOU (shut up) x4
SHUT UP
02) Break Some Off
I am living without you
You think everything will be fine
I find making it hard to like
Realize nothing is left inside
I'm about to break somebody off
Going to lose my mind
I'm about to break somebody off
I feel I'm feeling fine
I'm About to break somebody off
No it won't be fine
I'm About to break somebody off
My lies - going to hurt you
My phase - not going to wait this time
I play, games just to despite you
I know, you're going to believe this time
I'm about to break somebody off
Going to lose my mind
I'm about to break somebody off
I feel I'm feeling fine
I'm about to break somebody off
No it won't be fine
I'm about to break somebody off
Feel me as I'm laughing
Leaving, eating, fucking
Hating all this bullshit
Maybe I can't stand this
Fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck, fuck
I can't stand this
Fuck
I'm about to break somebody off
Going to lose my mind
I'm about to break somebody off
I feel I'm feeling fine
I'm about to break somebody off
No it won't be fine
I'm about to break somebody off
Off, off, off, off
03) Counting On Me
Why can't you ever back down?
Why can't you just shut your face?
Oh god the feelings I feel
When can they be thrown in a cage?
You're the one always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your life so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?
Run away, I can see
Lead the way, make the pain
Counting, on me
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
and in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave
You see the pain in my face
While you keep putting me down
Inside the rage starts to build
You push me and won't go down
You're the one always screaming at me
I'm the one that keeps your life so care free
What the fuck more do you want me to be?
Why must you do this to me?
Run away, I can see
Lead the way, make the pain
Counting, on me
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
and in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave
Can it really be the day, today
Does this really mean the problems go away
I'm going to hurt just in time
Right now!
I take in all I can now
Right now!
You've told us all about
Right now!
There is nothing you can do to stop me
Right now x 9
Counting, on me
Always hoping I'll be
There for all of your problems
and in turn you're never there for me
You sucked the life out of me
You hate everything you see
I can't take this anymore
I always stay when I should leave (x2)
04) Here It Comes Again
Pounding, it starts again
Hurting, oh where do I begin?
Screaming, they dance around my head
Hoping, they maybe end up dead
Feeling it rattle, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I got that you can't fight)
I can't fucking give in (I know that I can fight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again!
Silent it goes away
Patient, oh really should I stay?
Trying so hard to get ahead
Failure, is often where I'm lead
Feeling it rattle, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I got that you can't fight)
I can't fucking give in (I know that I can fight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again!
Oh I must hold on
Oh I won't be gone
Oh I won't stop now
Oh I don't know how
Why I can't hold on?
Why I can't be gone?
Why I can't stop now?
Why I don't know how?
Here we go again (again) (x8)
Feeling it rattle, what can I say?
Really fucked up again (I got that you can't fight)
I can't fucking give in (I know that I can fight)
Can't I ever win (I'll keep it on my mind)
Here it comes again!
05) Deep Inside
I'm not doing great
I feel like I'm dead
Not thinking straight
Inside my body is troubled, full of hate
I had to let it out before it's too late
Deep Inside, It can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and crawling from deep inside
Why won't it fade
Outside I had to lie: "I'm ok",
I hope someday, I'll stop getting pain
I guess this is a lie, I have made
Deep Inside, It can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and crawling from deep inside
What am I doing?
I can't believe this
I have been hiding
Wanting to be less
Giving to people
They take from me
Always they bring drama to me
Look, look at me now
NOW!
Deep Inside, It can hide!
Feeling so lost and betrayed
Why does this happen to me everytime
Stuck in this place, where I can't escape
Screaming and crawling from deep inside
I can't stand all of this fucking pain
Please just go away
Please god just make the pain...
06) Did My Time
Realised I can never win
Sometimes I feel like I have failed
Inside where do I begin
My mind is laughing at me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren’t we supposed to be the same, that's why
I will never tame this thing that's burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn’t last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me
Sometimes I can never tell
If I’ve got something left be
That's why I just beg and plead
For this curse to leave me
Tell me why am I to blame
Aren’t we supposed to be the same, that's why
I will never tame this thing that's burning in me
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn’t last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me
Betrayed
I feel so enslaved
I really tried
I did my time x5
I am the one who chose my path
I am the one who couldn’t last
I feel the life pulled from me
I feel the anger changing me
Oh god the anger’s changing me
Oh god the anger’s changing me
07) Everything I've Know
Away, I see it's going down
Today, hoping in time,
Will bury all this pain
And will awake something inside
We pushed the button far inside
We feel our hearts
and then we fight
Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
that I've known, I cannot survive alone
Feels like I lost everything I've known
Our lives, were good in everywhere
Too late, time after time
All love turned to hate
But we stayed by each other's side
We pushed the button far inside
We feel our hearts
and then we fight
Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
that I've known, I cannot survive alone
Feels like I lost everything I've known
I keep holding on, I feel i'm where I belong
Everytime we fight, it feels so wrong
I feel so enslaved, but my pride
Then we meet again
We pushed the button far inside
We feel our hearts
and then we fight
Hey, I know feels like I lost everything
that I've known, I cannot survive alone
Feels like I lost everything I've known
08) Play Me
Nas:
Everybody's an enemy
telling me lies and it's killing me
why they all want to get rid of me
Everybody's my enemy
Several try to disguise the devil in them
Wanting to get into my cerebellum but I'm
Ready and willing to tell them that I can't f with them
Exhale so hard it got my chest swelling
like my dick does when watching nikkid women
do sick stuff on my porn collection on television
Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy (x2)
Nas:
Watching my own back
strapped in chrome, to my homies
where the tombstones at, where the hoes at?
Cuz to many didn't act like dikes, hermaphrodites
with benzene, amen
Look at the trash that's biting
The life in times is kinda weaker
like the time and life of the sandman
on Apollo theater
imagine that another black with a hook
who pulls the wack talent off the stage
I'm in raged
Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy (x2)
JD:
You fill your lies around me
And you think you've won
You feel you can control me
with the things you've done
JD:
You think that you can take me
You think that you can play me
You're going to start to hate me
I feel that you disgraced me x6
Nas:
Trust nobody
I don't know who to call a friend
they all just pretend to be
Fuck everybody this is to all of ya'll
cuz everybody is an enemy (x2)
09) Alive
I cannot ever find a way
to throw these darkened thoughts away
Need no place to hide
It's thrown in my face everyday,
'cause it's is the price I have to pay
for what's inside my mind
Alive x 8
I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cry
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I die
Now I'm alive
Alive x 8
Little things sting me everyday
Cause the pain, is how I like to play
Better not cross that line
Voices in my head I didn't save
It's something that I can't throw away
What's inside my mind
I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cry
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I die
Now I'm alive
I find my time
I'm intertwine
I'm falling in this place
I thought I left behind (x2)
(Feeling so alive)
I find my time
I'm intertwine
I'm falling in this place
I thought I left behind (x2)
Alive x 4
I am alive
I will never run away
Places inside
My heart screams inside with pride
Once I cry
Now I wipe away the tears
Once I die
Now I'm alive
10) Let's Do This Now
Run away nowhere
To chicken shit to face
I'm gonna go there
The beer I cannot taste
You think you got me
You're gonna tumble down
Keep coming for me
I'll drop you on the ground
I fuck with no one
Until you get in my face
Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Do your face, my fist go pow
Watching as your blood pours down
Let's do this now x2
You're gonna feel how
I really am with you
You're going no where
Don't really know what to do
It's gonna to go on
Until you run away
You can't control me
You best do in my way
I fuck with no one
Until you get in my face
Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Do your face, my fist go pow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now x2
Don't you know that
You can touch me
Don't you know that
You can bring me down
Oh my life would be so easy now
If you haven't stepped across that
LINE! LINE!
Break you now
Mercy, I cannot allow
Do your face, my fist go pow
Watching as your blood pours down
Lets do this now x4
11) I'm Done
We are the pain
We are the shame
We've gone insane
Inside where no ones around
I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all make me play
I'm done being their brothers
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down
We are estranged
We are deranged
I can't explain
How you all break me apart
I am to blame, for everything
I like this game, that you all make me play
I'm done being their brothers
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down
We wait, we hate
We try to get away
Mistake my pain
It has been lead astray
I'm looking around, I drop to the ground
Why does this have to end this way
Feeling done so long
Oh god it's just everyday
It's everything
Now I pray for all
I lived to go away
I'm done being their brothers
They have their pain and so do I
Don't need to feel it all over
I try to hold on and you bring me down
12) Ya'll Want A Single
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Boom Boom Boom Boom
What's going on today?
We gotta break away
We got a problem and I think it's going to make us go down
They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say
Y'all want a single say fuck that (Fuck that)
Fuck that, fuck that (Fuck that) x4
What's going on today?
Why must it be this way?
We're going nowhere and we're still knocking the need to bow down
They think we're all the same
And always we're to blame
For shit I think is lame
It's time to stop the game
I think it's time to pay for everything you made me say
Y'all want a single say fuck that (Fuck that)
Fuck that, fuck that (Fuck that) x4
We are the ones breaking you down
We are the hope to drown out your sounds
All across the world you've fed what you found
All across the world you're breaking you down
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that shit! x4
Fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
Y'all want a single say fuck that
Fuck that, fuck that x2
Y'all want a single say fuck that (Fuck that)
Fuck that, fuck that (Fuck that) x4
13) When Will This End
Spinning inside rotting away
Something inside of me's been taken away
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?
Hopeless inside alone as I wait
Brewing inside me enduring this hate
Feeling my heart breaking in vain
It won't get better now
When will this end?
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?
The stress is rising and I can't seem to get away from you
You're always trying and the lying always shines right thru
My God I hate this
Always takes shit
Can I let this go on?
Why can't I break this
I just take this
As this goes on and on
End!
When will this end!? (x7)
When will this end!?
I can't seem to get away
I feel I'm here so you can play
With my head
There's nothing I can say
I keep feeling like I'm to blame
When will this end?
One (live)
I can't remember anything
Can't tell If this is true or dream
Deep down inside I feel to scream
This terrible silence stops me
Now that the war is through with me
I'm waking up I can not see
That there is not much left of me
Nothings real but pain now
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please god wake me
Back in the womb it's much too real
In pumps life that I must feel
But can't look forward to reveal
Look to the time when I'll live
Fed through the tube that sticks in me
Just like a wartime novelty
Tied to machines that make me be
Cut this life off from me
Hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please god wake me
Now the world is gone I'm just one
Oh please help me hold my breath as I wish for death
Oh please God help me
Darkness imprisoning me
All that I see
Absolute horror
I Cannot Live
I Cannot die
Trapped in Myself
Body my holding cell
Come on, get 'em up
Landmine has taken my sight
Taken my speech
Taken my hearing
Taken my arms
Taken my legs
Taken my soul
Left me with life in hell
8/2/2006 ·
Here to stay
This time, taking it away
I've got a problem, with me getting in the way
Not by design
So I take my face and bash it into a mirror
I won't have to see the pain (pain , pain)
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again
The hurt inside is fading
This shits gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
No I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm done, I'm not a whore
You've taken everything and oh I cannot give anymore
My mind is done with this
Okay, I've got a question
Can I throw it all away?
Take back what's mine
So I take my time, guiding the blade down the line
Each cut closer to the vein (vein, vein)
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again
The hurt inside is fading
This shits gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
No I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm done, I’m not a whore
You've taken everything and oh I cannot give anymore
I'm here to stay (bring it down) x4
Bring it down x4
Gonna break it down x7
Gonna break it
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again
The hurt inside is fading
This shits gone way too far
All this time I've been waiting
No I cannot grieve anymore
For what's inside awaking
I'm done, I’m not a whore
You've taken everything and oh I cannot give anymore
Give anymore x4
02) Make Believe
I'm thinking of
Thanking all the fucked people
Thanking all the shit I love
They are all the things I've made
Straight from my heart
Begging all the same people
Burning is the same evil
Some how making me feel sane
Waiting all this time
I've got nothing to hold on
But the faces of my life
I can see before I'm gone
Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking free
I realise I'm taking everything
And the shit seems to follow
This time I feel it taking me
To a place I hate to be
All along I sing to make believe
And the shit seems to follow
I'm thinking of
Making all the fucked people
Making the bitches I love
Make them die and go away
Pain from the start
All my dreams are ripped apart
Thanking all the fucked people
They are all the things I've saved
Waiting all this time
I've got nothing to hold on
But the faces of my life
I can see before I'm gone
Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking free
I realise I'm taking everything
And the shit seems to follow
This time I feel it taking me
To a place I hate to be
All along I sing to make believe
And the shit seems to follow
Your Life (your life),
I hate (I hate) it, oh god
Can I replay (replay)?
Stop and help me (stop and help me)
Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking free
I realise I'm taking everything
And the shit seems to follow
This time I feel it taking me
To a place I hate to be
All along I sing to make believe
And the shit seems to follow
The shit seems to follow (Shit seems to follow)
The shit seems to follow x2
03) Blame
So I think you are a fool
Hanging on my every word
I'm getting ugly, So I'm ugly
Tear me from your heart
Tearing me apart
So I thought you'd disappear
Being alone is what you fear
Are you lonely?
Yes, lonely
Tear me from your heart
Tearing me apart
Rolling, and throwing, consoling
Everything that goes this far
Joking and hoping, revolting
All that shit that's who you are
Holding, and scolding, revolving
Peel it back, reveal the scar
Loathing, exploding, controlling
This is what you really are
The time is coming
Gone Insane
Your really happy
You've won the game
The time is coming
A bed of flames
Your life is over
And you’re to blame
The time is coming
You've gone insane
Your really happy
You've won the game
The time is coming
A bed of flames
Your life is over
And you’re to blame
Blame x4
Rolling, and throwing, consoling
Everything that goes this far
Joking and hoping, revolting
All that shit that's who you are
Holding, and scolding, revolving
Peel it back, reveal the scar
Loathing, exploding, controlling
This is what you really are x2
04) Hollow Life
Beating the fall
I can’t help but desire of falling down this time
Deep in this hole of my making I can't escape
Falling all this time
We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow lives (lives x7)
Fearing to fall and
Still the ground below me calls
Falling down this time
Ripping apart all
These things I have tried to stop
Falling all this time
We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow lives
Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky?
Search in vane? Asking why?
All alone? Where is God?
Looking down? We don’t know?
We fall in space
We can't look down
Death may come
Peace I have found
What to say?
Am I alive
Am I asleep?
Or have I died
(Wanting Peace)
We fall in space
(Wanting Peace)
We can't look down
Death may come
(Something takes a hold of me)
Peace I have found
(Something takes a hold of me)
I want to say my whole life
Am I asleep?
We fall down
We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow lives
Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky?
Search in vane? Asking why?
All alone? Where is God?
Looking down? We don’t know? x2
We fall in space
We can't look down
Death may come
Peace I have found
05) Bottled Up Inside
It ain't fading
Man I gotta let it out
Am I crazy?
Screaming nothing ever comes out
I keep feeling lost
I'll never find my way out
I'm not thanking them
Unless the truth can pour out
Give me some courage
Beating me down now for some time
Are you laughing am I funny?
I hate inside
I hate inside
I'll take this time
To let out what’s inside
Cos I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride
And all this hate is bottled up inside
My heart's breaking
Man you really ripped it out
You take pleasure watching as
I claw my way out
The hurt rising
Soon it's gonna to tear my soul out
It’s not kosher feeling like I’m on my way out
Give me some courage
Beating me down now for some time
Are you laughing am I funny?
I hate inside
I hate inside
I'll take this time
To let out what’s inside
Cos I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride
And all this hate is bottled up inside
Feeling the haze as they cut down my spine
Pealing your flesh like the way you've cut mine
Do you feel happy, you fucked up my mind
You’re going to pay this time
I'll take this time
To let out what’s inside
Cos I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride
And all this hate is bottled up inside
I'll take this time
To let out what’s inside
Cos I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride
And all this hate is bottled up inside
06) Thoughtless
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
Pushing all my mercy down, down, down
I want to see you try to take a swing at me
Come on
Gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying, when you're dirty in the front of me
All, All my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned
By your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down?
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling as you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger and you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying, when you're dirty in the front of me
All, All my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned
By your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down?
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All my friends
Are gone
They died (Gonna take you down)
They all screamed and cried (Gonna take you down x4)
I never forget
Never forget
I can't get no where
I never forget
Never forget
I can't get x4
All, All my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned
By your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down?
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming x2
07) Hating
My life is such a waste
Begging on something to work this time
But why can't I relate?
Feeling all I do is get what's mine
Holding on to faith, never gave me nothing but despair
So why do I create just to be swallowed?
I can't take (we have a start)
I can't take (we got a fantasy)
Come what may (we are the stars)
I can't wait (I’ll take what’s mine)
Been hating all this time before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find
I Cannot take this place
Burning up inside this space of mine
So why can't I replace, feelings I find hard to really find?
I try but I can't taste
Memories they always fuck with me
So why do I create just to be swallowed?
I can't take (we have a start)
I can't take (we got a fantasy)
Come what may (we are the stars)
I can't wait (I’ll take what’s mine)
Been hating all this time before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find
Find x7
All my feelings have been eating onto me
Feed inside, is there something wrong with me?
I can't take (we have a start)
I can't take (we got a fantasy)
Come what may (we are the stars)
I can't wait (I’ll take what’s mine)
Been hating all this time before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find
Find x7
08) One More Time
Always just coming in here, starts the game
Why can't this puzzle be solved
Each time it happens it's always the same
I look down and then start to bawl
And all I see it burned my eyes
Burning all inside
Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over (taking all that’s mine)
One more time
Always this teasing
Sometimes I lose faith
Where is my strength to hold on?
Facing existence how can I relate?
Do I stand clear or move on?
And all I see it burned my eyes
Burning all inside
Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over (taking all that’s mine)
One more time x2
Falling through this space in time
Buried in this hurt of mine
Falling slowly like a dream
Falling through a world unseen
Why can I not break this spell?
I'm in darkness, is this hell?
Falling towards this hole I see
This is how it has to be
Caught in the corners of my mind
Beginning over one more time
Taking me over (taking all that’s mine)
One more time x2
One more time x2
09) Alone I Break
Pick me up
Been bleeding too long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it some how
I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Shut me off
I'm ready
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own
I will make it go away
Can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
These feelings will be gone
These feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man?
Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm hanging from?
Is there nothing more to come? (am I Gonna leave this place?)
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take it's place?
Am I going to leave this race? (Am I going to leave this race?)
I guess god's up in this place?
What is it that I've become?
Is there something more to come? (more to come)
Now I see the times they change
Leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
Where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
All alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man? x2
10) Embrace
Blood is boring
Sleep is boring
Don't stop running
I'm here counting
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Will he keep fuckin' with me?
There's no where else to go!
So I walk but seem to crawl
For, I'm giving in today
Now I run into a wall
Cause I cannot fight my way
You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place)
We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way)
We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe)
We're going all the way (and all the affairs embrace)
My life, worry, life is story
Give up, beating
I'll start, needing
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Will he keep fuckin' with me?
There's no where else to go!
So I walk but seem to crawl
For, I'm giving in today
Now I run into a wall
Cause I cannot fight my way
You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place)
We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way)
We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe)
We're going all the way (and all the affairs embrace) (Embrace Embrace x4)
Oh
Uh, uh, uh uh.
Uh, uh, uh uh.
Uh, uh, uh uh.
Uh, uh, uh uh.
What really do I have to follow?
Nothing makes sense at all.
Taking something for nothing
Watch me as I fall.
I'm bringing me down x4
You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place)
We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way)
We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe)
We're going all the way (and all the affairs embrace) x2
11) Beat It Upright
Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down)
Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down)
Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down)
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground)
Ass up high, make a motherfucker cry
It's so good, that I could die
Help me stay alive
The time is right
I want to feel it good'n tight
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gonna beat it upright
I'll behave
Oh my God, make me beg, my God!
Yes I'm ready for a good flogging baby (my God) (get down)
Come on ream my ass for fun (get down/my God/get down)
Don't let up till my ass is bleeding baby (my God) (get down)
Don't let up until you are done (get down, on the ground)
Ass up high, make a motherfucker cry
It's so good, that I could die
Help me stay alive
The time is right
I wanna feel it good'n tight
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gonna beat it upright
We're going on a ride
I'm gonna turn you inside out upside down
Don't try to run and hide
Yes it's true what they say about my kind
Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down)
Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down)
Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby (get down)
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground)
Ass up high, make a motherfucker cry
It's so good, that I could die
Help me stay alive
The time is right
I wanna feel it good'n tight
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gonna beat it upright
12) Wake Up Hate
We got a fucked up reason to live
Who really gives a fuck?
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
We're gonna give it up
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna wake it up
I am the burden of my everything, an open scar
I'll be reborn in hatred
Feeling I can't love no more
I've had to suffer
I cannot wait for more
No loving and no praying
All my hate is for the taking
We got a fucked up reason to live
Who really gives a fuck?
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
We're gonna give it up
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna wake it up
I am the falling of my happiness, it is no more
Stop loving, I’m still hating, till I can not hate no more
I've had to suffer
I cannot wait for more.
No loving and no praying
All my hate is for the taking
I'm, I am filthy
Wasted piece of shit
I am disgusting
Take me, away
We got a fucked up reason to live
Who really gives a fuck?
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
We're gonna give it up
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna wake it up
We got a fucked up reason to live
Who really gives a fuck?
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
We're gonna wake up hate
We're gonna wake it up
13) I'm Hiding
Maybe I’m insane
Walking on a wire
Maybe I’m the same
Nothing can take me higher
Tell me where to start
Think I'm at the end
Right now, feeling pain
Make it go away
Maybe I'm to blame
Maybe I'm a Liar
Maybe we're the same
Nothing can stop the fire
I can't feel my heart
But I feel the shame
Nothing left to say
Soon I'll fade away
These places all I ever
Think about is lost in time
These faces taunting me
I'm looking back and they are mine
I'm hiding from the things they say
Doing time, then lead astray
Thinking back to times of yesterday
I could fly
I'm trying to find a better way
But I'm trapped, can't get away
All I think is about yesterday
I could fly
Maybe I’m insane
Walking on a wire
Maybe I’m the same
Nothing can take me higher
I can't feel my heart
But I feel the shame
Nothing left to say
Soon I'll fade away
These places all I ever
Think about is lost in time
These faces taunting me
I'm looking back and they are mine
I'm hiding from the things they say
Doing time, then lead astray
Thinking back to times of yesterday
I could fly
I'm trying to find a better way
But I'm trapped, can't get away
All I think is about yesterday
I could fly x2
14) No One's There
You and me
We have no faces
Soon our lives they’ll be erased
Do you think they will remember?
Or will we just be replaced
Oh I wish that I could see
How I wish that I could fly
All the things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry
So what can it be?
No one hears me call
Echoes back at me
No ones there
To all these nameless feelings
I cant deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You’ve got to fill your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its time to leave these places far behind
You and me
We have no faces
They don’t see us anymore
Without love as they had promised
And no faith for what’s in store
Oh I wish that I could see
How I wish that I could fly
All the things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry
So what can it be?
No one hears me call
Echoes back at me
No ones there
To all these nameless feelings
I cant deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You’ve got to fill your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its time to leave these places far behind
Where are all these feelings hiding?
Dancing in and out my mind
Burning up all that I long for
Feeding me till my decline
Where are you? My soul is bleeding
I am searching am I blind?
All alone and bound forever
Trapped inside me for all time
To all these nameless feelings
I cant deal with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
You’ve got to fill your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its time to leave these places far behind x2
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